......the agony is always mine.....

I dont exist.

I convinced my reflection today that she doesnt exist....
she now thinks that I am a reflection of her,
and from her previous belief, that she is a reflection....i proved to her that she isnt real....
so, now i am not real.....now if someone other than me believes that im not real then i must not be.....
Cranial polarization effects.

Cranial Polarizations...

I just had this long forgotten experience of spinning around myself…remember doing it as a child….i’d spin for minutes and then stop to find the world spinning past me… metaphorically, that sounds familiar, but the tactile memory was refreshed just now, about a few minutes ago, currently, am in a very sick state like a spin hangover…spent a few minutes analysing the situation and realized that the spinning motion had a centrifugal effect on me….to the extent that even my thoughts sifted to the opposite ends of my brain resulting in extremely contradictory random thoughts that have bin forming in my brain…for example, ‘where’s my bag? The chairs are cuddling.’ …my feet are dirty, clouds graze against my back. I’m a giant.
Might puke!