claustrophobia

im beginning to feel a little claustrophobic here..... the "world wide web" that seemed like an extremely large planet of voices and space has now shrunk into a small box the size of a phone booth!! i scream n i scream with all the stuff i write in my blog and nobody, absolutely nobody, answers or responds, its like green echos that bounce off the green walls of my blog... ANYBODY OUT DER???

.......Existential optimism.....

It’s a queer frustration, like a little ripple in calm waters. surfaces lie a lot, lurking torrents and twisters can be noiselessly hidden…..but for now its calm waters, a truthful surface…but for this ripple… its funny how people behave. Im in an articulated world … full of people claiming. Something. In being or not being. Colossal lives many lead, guttural contentment many have…aspirations are many, stereotypification is the game, hypocritically or otherwise…truth I search yet lies I offer so sincerely… I look into eyes a reflection I search, misted fences I sense, am I transparent I wonder sometimes…I must be to some people just like some people are to me, it’s a bit sad if u look at this situation… I guess it doesn’t appear even melancholic... y? well it happens to everyone so its fair! As opposed to it shouldn’t happen to any1 and so its fair…. But c’mon it just aint practical..! ders a term coined, to euphemise our existential apathy….existential constraints ‘they’ call it….................
……I love that term!!